I don't know why but things can't always stay the same way despite how much I want them to. I don't know if I've done anything wrong to make this happen. I don't know why my closest friends in the world wouldn't be able to just text me when it takes only like less than a minute. They gave me answers that they were busy when some of them say that they forget..I don't know why if I can but they can't? Why can I can still keen to reply them even though I was heaps busy but they can't? When we are born in this high technology era, we were born good at using technology devices, we are able to text within a minute just to greet a friend. Well, at least I know they could. That's how close we were. Now I don't even know if they will be there for me when I need them. They've said that they will but actions count, don't they? Without actions, how would people even know or believe that those statements even have their validity anymore? Those words just somehow hurt to the center of my heart when they didn't even realized that I do care. Maybe they just don't know. We have known each other for 10 years, those actions just hurt. I don't know why they've changed or I have? I don't know why that it always seem like that I'm the only one that cares? I don't know why does this impact me so much? I wish that I'm not a so emotional human being. I wish that I could care less. I wish that I know the answer.
If somebody is out there, having the same problems as me.
Sometimes I wish I'm gone in this world.
Today is this terrible.
I wish I can go back up soon.
Thanks blog for being able to express my feelings. I'm feeling much better:)
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